Last Blog - haven't I done that liao?

I went to Lovely Mummy's blog last night and kaypoh, but didn't even see my own name there being tagged! So you see how phased-out my mind is, especially after midnight. It's about what I want to or am going to do if I were to write my last post here.

My Last Post….*ptooi ptooi ptooi*

I really have not given it much thought. I would say both my hubby and son are financially taken care of, and I am not much worried about that, but then:

1. I will return certain sentimental pieces of jewellery to my sisters. Those were my wedding gifts and I want them to have it back. The rest, will be kept for Aidan.

2. I will write 15 letters, one for each year, for Aidan to be opened on his birthday.

3. I will tell Wilkin to keep on sponsoring my 'daughter' in Tanzania through World Vision and also the Lost Dogs' Home.

4. Everyone knows I love them and I know they love me so I won't be mushy mushy about that. But I want my last moments to be spent just with my husband and son.

5. I want to be cremated.

6. I will tell Wilkin to be a good dad for Aidan and show his lots of love, physically. My hubby a little kayu in this department. I know Aidan will miss my hugs and kisses.

7. I will tell my hubby to remember my blog (coz he hardly reads it!) and show it to Aidan when he's old enough.

8. At the moment, I want the song 'One Sweet Day' by Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men, to be played as my song. But this might change arr...

9. Like I posted in my Blog Apocalypse, let me die a quick and painless death. Don't let me suffer.

I very takut about donating my organs at the moment coz I feel I should be 'complete'. I takut the angels don't let me in wor. This is still a difficult decision for me as I strongly feel I should do good deeds and I strongly agree with the idea, but I still takut to commit. Convince me.

So, these three other blogger friends, what will you do?

Jessie Woo
Samm
Shooi